wadever

2007-11-06T04:50:00.000-08:00

back posting le(:
haiis ...finally able to use the com le ...
but only 10 minutes ...
using of com still restricted ! T.T
but its okay ... i am recovering soon !!!!!
all thanks to jiayi jolyn eunice shannon nd hmm ...
forget le ... nvm ... if i miss out jux tell me ... hahas ...
using of com will make me feel giddy ... hence ..
shd be next can use com for a longer period of time bahr ...
nco course is ending soon ...
everyone is enjoying ... yah ...
so do i (:
jux that stupid headache cos me unable to concentrate ...
doctor can be useless sometimes .. hahas ... no offence ...
so jux i wanna get well soon !!!

2007-10-30T05:49:00.000-07:00

back posting ...
i am really losing my freedom ...
not that i dun lyke it ...
just dat i could not feel any happiness in it ...
lyke shang si zhi wo le ...
meaning lyke losing myself ...
dun even know wad i am doing ...
every morning when i wake up ...
how i wish when i walk out of my room ...
i am in my home clothes not that blue uniform ...
and now is 13 november ...
not 30th october ...
when i reached the theatre ...
i walked to my seat nd i looked around ...
how i wish i was daydreaming ...
i wasnt there ... instead i was at my dreaming land ...
even though yes we will be learning alot alot of stuffs
and i am willing to learn but i need time to adapt
to this environment ... not everyone can take in
hardship ... yesh ... its tough ... i am trying my very
best to tolerate le ... but i dun tink i can tolerate
to the end ... i start to doubt if i am able to
tolerate each day each hour each minute
each second ...
of course its gudd when going dat time ...
i suppose that everyone wants to go home ...
its lyke killing me ... removing parts nd pieces
of me .... i am very very very very very tired ...
having to hear the heartbeat of mine everytime ...
i am getting more nd more afraid each day ...
i dont know wad will happen next ...
yesh ... the officers are nice ... but they are
too nice ... nd that makes me really scared of them ...
i find it an unbearable day to pass ...
hope time flies faster ...

2007-10-26T03:36:00.000-07:00

this entry is specially for 2e5 nd frens
it might sounds i am a bit crazy though ... but just some thankful words for all of you (=
amanda
thanks for your little encouragement wen i fail my tests (=
even though i might not have alot of thing to talk to you in class ,
but you still teach me some works though,
thanks (= takecares xD

sheila
everytyme also infront of me de t.t really qianda lohrs..hahas
but it proven that i am more stupid hahas.. just all the best ya (=
frens forever!!

kitty
thanks for sharing locker wit me (=
nd you also talked me wen i am not in a gudd mood (=
thanks alot !! fren forever !!

tinghui aka wendy
thanks for being there for me always.. even though you evertyme also
qi si wo hahas .. but its okay i dun mind ... hahas ... i do cherished your
frenship wit me and fren forever !! lovessssssssss yea !

faheema sabrina fatin kousiya saferah
thanks for you all de encouragements too (=
thanks for teaching wen i have any doubts ...
nd helped me in my work too (=
fren forever !! will rmb you all forever !!

jiayi
thanks for always encourage me ... really very thankful to you (=
you also help me in all sort of ways ... owe you a big big favour ... hahas
even though we are not very very very very close
but we are super close de lohrs ... hahas .. muz rmb me horx..
fren forever!! lovesssss ya !

jieying,hweefen,paula
thanks for helping me in my works ya ..haha .. everyone also helped me
hahas .. but really a big thank you to you all ... fren forever ! loveess ya !

jolyn
aiya your turn lahrs.. nth to write de lohrs ....
hahas . just kidding .. hahas .. thanks for telling me stuffs of yours ... hahas
and even though i didnt tell you ... you didnt force me .. hahas ...
but i also got nth to tell you ... hahas ... hmm ... okay lahrs.. here it is ...
thank for being there for me (= chatting wit me nd helped me to kachiau
wenyi together ... hahas ..though i accidentally hai ni but .. hahas .. just a accident...
hahas ... so hope we can go same class bahr ! fren forever !! lovveeessss ya !!

wenjie aka eeuunniiccee
hahas .. your turn le... hahas ... okay thanks for telling me stuffs too (=
i do cherished yur frenship wit me even though we might not be the same class
next yr ... but just wanna say fren forever !! llloooovvveeeessssssss ya !!!!

wenyi
you ahrs... evertyme also kachiau me de lohrs T.T
but nevermind lahrs ... hahas ... afterall this just fun stuffs lahrs ...
thanks for letting me go your hse play .. hahas .. its fun (=
fren forever (= loveeeeessssssssss ya !

nad nd sherilyn
thank for talking me during lessons time .. hahas
cos we never pay attention de xD
but since we are changin class next yr ... all best for you too (= fren forever !!

emilyn
yo! thanks for cheering me up wen i am upset ...
yur words do helped me ! xD
all dun worry lahrs .. next yr will be in the same class de (= hahas ...
chiong ahr ! hahas .. all best ya .. fren forever !! lovessss ya!!

yanshan
you evertyme also nvr talk de ... hahas .. but that okay
mean you agree to everyting .. mean i ask you to give me yur marks also
can de .. hahas .. just kidding (= fren forever !! loveessss ya !!

yuai
hahas .. its you ! thanks for asking me all sorts of questions (=
hahas .. but kinda of useless question but hahas ... its fine (=
hope we will be the same class next yr (= fren forever!!

index no . 26-30
i dun really talked to you all much .. but afterall we are classmates for
two yr le (= so all the best ya (= takecare

rujing waikit
everytyme also ask this and that very annoying lohrs .. hahas
but nevermind lahrs .. afteralll we are classmates ... next yr different class
le .. i suppose .. so good luck ya xD

sengwei afi sebastian weiming
thanks for being my classmates for two years (= good luck xD

jordan
everytyme also ask me abt hwk .. so irritating lohr .. hahas
but nevermind next yr dun need ask me le .. hahas ...
all best ya .. ( yenhui ) bleahs !

chengying weishan
so irritating fellows ... hahas .. next yr different class le ... yipees ...
so will not be kachiau by you two le .. hahas .. all the best ya !! takecares !
eighters will always remains (=

last but not least
the wall (=
thanks for chatting wit me everytime ... hahas ... its sound weird wen i call you
wall but .. hahas a nick for you .. hahas .. also thank for cheering me up
making me laugh non-stop nd instead of you have to entertain me .. became i
entertain you duh ... hahas .. but neverminds lahrs .. hahas .. lucky you duno
how to kachiau ppl or else i ke lian .. hahas .. everytime also i kachiau you de xD
you have nth to kachiau so let me kachiau lahrs xDxD fren forever !

2007-10-26T03:15:00.000-07:00

back posting (=
haiis... bad nd unlucky nowadays! hate it man!
thurs
received the news that me nd jolyn gg for the nco course
which is smth that i dun wan..
oh my tian ahrs!
looking at the timetable given! i wanna faint!
there are 15 days but 5 days are called cancelled as it falls on
sat nd sun nd public holiday (= that a gudd thing ...
but there are 10 more days to go ! T.T
oh my tian! i duno if i can withstand even 2 days duh...
but it shd be fun bahrs ... can only tink in this way ...
i dun wan drills ... hate drill man ...
hope it would be a nice day there ...
fri
got the info from mrs ng we are getting our uniform in
the morining ... down to the headquarter there ...
quite scary though ... but i suddenly feel its fun over there ...
hahas ... abit crazy le ... we took cab there ...
returned to school abt 11.40am ... returned to class
and ms low talked abt books to purchased nd report books!
i got 13/40 57/296
haiis ... dun really lyke my results ... quite a pity that i deproved ...
damn saddening lohrs ... cant even get to the class i wan ...
just hope that i can get in bahrs ...
comment from ms low (=
she is conscientious nd hardworking nd has the determination to do well in her work.
she has been very consistent,dependable nd accurate in carrying out her responsibilities to a successful conclusion. A warm nd friendly student, she create a strong nd positive impression on others,
hmm ... quite touched after reading ... hahas
that all ... shall continue posting ltr (=

2007-10-20T07:02:00.000-07:00

bAck pOsting (=
first of all ,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY YUQING!
one yr older le..
mUz tAkecAre wOrhs (=

okay..
life is getting bOring nd bOring everydAy
still hAve tO gO bAck tO sch ><
bUt wAtch mOvie (=
siAnz siiA...
let tOlk abOut aUditiOn(=
i LOVE aUditiOn (=
my aUd cOuple gAve me a shirt..
lOls...with a-cAsh de..
oh my tiAn.. i never imAgine thAt "he"
will give me anything..lOls
so i gOt a shirt.. sO i will be getting
a dOggie next xD
OH MY TIAN !
i am in a dreAming land...lalala land!!

2007-10-17T20:55:00.000-07:00

bAck pOsting (=
tUesdAy gOt bAck the rest of the resUlts )=
hOrrible results T.T
gOt art eArly in the mOrning (=
i gOt an A1 xDxD
next science, Omg
i gOt 50 plUs niia T.T
gOt histOry after recess.
in the end we wAtched chArles & the chOcOlAte fActOry (=
then we hAve hOme ecOnOmics,
i gOt an A1 too (:
english wAs the lAst )=
hOrrible resUlts tOO T.T
then the end of the dAy (:
ps:bUt we gOt alOt of free periOd (:
bUt jUx being shOcked thAt fOr this term de 7 exAms
i gOt english - c6
maths - b4
science - c6
chinese - A2
histOry - A2
arts - A1
hOme ecOnOmics - A1
hahas..sO haiis...hOpe tO get a gUdd overAll resUlts (=
tAt all..gtg liaO
byesbyes(:

2007-10-14T19:15:00.000-07:00

yo!

forget to update on the trip to kbox XD
its was damn funny luhs!
got two pictures.. lalalas..

qianyu xD

the lunch there :P

the lunch riite...

omg..smell so nice o.O

wen they tried it..

we wanna vomit..hahas

damn disgusted lo..

kana kachiau by wenyi again..

got tricked =.="

qianyu joined us later part of the day..hahas

then i team wit jolyn

wenyi team wit tinghui

wahhs..sing until sore throat pain..hahas

but its was fun (=

going kbox again xDxD

mon(15/10)

damn siian at hme luhs..

no sch today..haiis

i wanna go out..

looking at the weather outside

raining is on the way :P

aiyo..see how bahr..hahas

2007-10-14T06:20:00.000-07:00

hello xD
back posting (:
glad that my results wasnt that bad afterall (=
chinese - i got an A2
math - i got a b4
history - i got an A2
english - shd be a B3 or B4 ( not sure yet)
science - duno
home economic - duno
art - duno
hope that i would pass my science!
i wanna go 3e4 or 3e5 xDxD
escape theme park trip is planning on the process
will let you all know wen all planning are done (=
and more and more trips will be up next xD
my mood was all spolit..
precisely i mood-less now..
jux need a cool down..
and i will be fine (=
time to update noideas xDxD

2007-10-10T03:47:00.000-07:00

wad a nice day today
had science paper today
science paper was damn hard o.O
i cant imagine that i would pass
moreover, i write nonsense for the answers
which gonna get a big FAT zero
i did all the readings for science.
but it doesnt seem to help at all o.O
i would really pray hard that i would eventually
pass all my eoy papers or else i would not
promote to sec 3 express ):

2007-10-08T21:55:00.000-07:00

back posting(:
had maths paper 1 nd english paper 2 ytd
finally exams are going over le(:
maths paper 1 was hard ..
out of the 11 questions, i only know abt 4 questions o.O
means going to fail le ><
after that went mac to eat..
saw shannon nd teotong(:
then went home le ^^
tues(091007)
had maths paper 2.. OMG
i opened the paper to check and seriously found out
that i duno how to do all.. got a super big shock lo...
then jux anyhow do... did the graph question
shd be the easier of all...hahas...
didnt complete it T.T
so going to fail also ><
had home economic eoy exams (:
its was quite easy bahr
but felt that the past paper was much more easier..
hahas... then went staffroom to find ms toh
to get more paper from her.. but she was not in ><
haiis.. went home to study bahr...
watcheg gng zhu xiiao mei xD
wuzun xDxD
seriously crazy over him ^^
no one else could replace :D

2007-10-07T05:05:00.000-07:00

with the request of JOLYNANG,
i decided to update xD

sat (061007)
woke up damn early lo , abt 8.30am o.O
had to go library study ..
guai de ok xDxDxD
meet up with tinghui then trained to
jec, found out that weishan alrdy reached
there,lols, he waited lyke siiao..hahas
he managed to find a place to study
coz the library was lyke full o.O
we did some maths... then talk talk
no mood to study lo..beside i cant concentrate
at all lo.. no point of studying..
then went the jec de arcade...
watched them played..hahas
went down for lunch, longjohnsilver(:
then they came down saying that they wan
to play more.. o.O after finished eating went
upstair to find them.. then wenyi called that
she was coming..hahas...wen she came
she dun let me go off.. kinda of going crazy le xD
then we took neoprint...and off we go..
home sweet home(:
sun(071007)
went to some place early in the morning..
then after that went to westmall for lunch
follow by a trip to jurong point(:
bought quite alot of stuffs...
my godmother bought me a wallet from
wallet shop(:(: thanks xDxD
then bought icecream from SCOOPZ
damn niice xDxDxD
then walked around plus wanted to buy
shoes but didnt buy at last ):
but nvm bahhr.. can get it other places XD
train-ed back to westmall to shop(:
wanted to buy tops but didnt too..
so qianda lo..haiis.
then bought some food home to eat(:(:
came back home and changed wallet xD
got a pouch from aunt(: thanks xDxD

2007-10-01T04:34:00.000-07:00

this post is for our ~~best fren~~ , nabilah
i have seek permission from eunice
and both of us are willing to post out our comments for you..
i seriously felt that you dun have to plan such ~~good~~ storyline to make everyone
believe you, the most you say, the more mistakes you will make.

we are all being very patient with you,despite you keep on telling us lies..
we even forgive you , trust you one more time, but you didnt treasure it.
i dun know why you wanna say these craps out and hurting one another.
seeing ppl like us quarrelling, make you feel GOOD?
ain' you feeling abit of crazy when you said that i nd eunice quarrel...
saying that i said eunice blahhblahh.. nd being a hypocrite...
i am telling you riite now, i duno you are talking to who,
maybe to another choonhui that living in your world or just plainly you are
talking to the wall? i seriously dun understand that.
we dun even have the mood wen we see you luhs

we are greatly impressed by your super nice de storyline,
but i suggest you choose something that is more logical de
more people will believe you. i believe that we have been
fooled by you for about one nd a half year, you are trying to seek attention huh?
tell us luhs.. dun have to do this way luhs.
deep in my heart, i thank you for letting me understand wad is HYPOCRITE

2007-09-29T15:25:00.000-07:00

back posting (=
had history and eng paper 1 ytd
finally history exam is over ! xD
abit of worry was gone le..
need to buck up on maths, science
so i would not have to worry much xD
everything was alright..
just too bored at home D:
tat all, update soon (:

2007-09-23T20:40:00.000-07:00

back posting,
i dead tired,
i dunno why i have become like that,
i feel that i am going crazy!
really crazy!
who can explain that?
even myself cannot explain that,
maybe i really need a key to open
up my mind and read my mind.
argh.. i am sick and tired,
dun ask me why,
i am really fine,
just its my own personal problem,
which none of you can help me solve
not even myself could understand why
i want a answer from myself!
i cannot take it anymore.....
mood is swinging here and there,
no one can guess what my next mood be,
i dun even know what i saying too,
just by saying these nonsense ,
maybe i could feel better,
i don't know,
what do you expect,
you seem drifting nearer and nearer,
sometimes, you seem drifting further
and further, i don't know,
i am confused.......
why did a normal person become
so crazy, foolish?
hope time could heal...
seeing people happy everyday,
make me feel so envy,
why can't i be like them ?
i want to be happy everyday!

2007-09-21T22:29:00.000-07:00

hellos

back posting =D

fri 210907

had eoy chinese papers 1&2

i am dead ...

i was writing nonsense....

i bet that my paper 1 would fail.

i had no idea what the hack i am writing.

i was just super headache.

sitting in the hall was tired and hot..

as the hall wasn't that hot lyke the last

time , but still quite hot though...

seeing so mani people there ...

made me headache.. argh..

why must we have our exams in hall?

why can't we have it in class ?

walao.... i think i am going to fail the

rest of the eoy papers le...

first paper started le . yet . i am still

in the lala land....

i was hoping that i could score very

well for the chinese paper .

not in my favour, i am going to score low.

dead man!

hope for the best for the rest eoy papers!

sat 220907

i am still bored ..

as bored as usual...

watching tv, using com...

boring lifestyle!

i hate it loads!

full of craps....

i have some pic to upload >>>

after i put in water

after i put in water

before i put in after

2007-09-20T03:27:00.000-07:00

hellos
back posting :D
exams start tml le D:
[hope that everything will go smoothly]
need to study extremely hard and to score
well (= so i can enter the class i wan next year!
lessons were getting bored day by day!
making me falling asleep, but i didnt XD
trying to concentrate so much as i can...
but still abit of daydreaming in class XD
well, had science test today, i tink
i am going to fail le.. its so "easy" lorr.
hence, i can predict the science eoy paper
would be lyke . i tink i will fail science eoy
paper plus math eoy paper....
i feel extremely bad for not studying hard
last time... resulted this state....
all thanks to myself, landed myself in these
kind of situations =(

i need a break,
as time could heal,
i cannot control myself,
i know it might be impossible,
but i still haven't sort out my thought,
i am still confused,
what others might say,
it could be true,
it's just that i can't bring myself to believe it,
i am just deceiving myself,
i don't know what's wrong

2007-09-18T18:44:00.000-07:00

hellos!
i am back!
hmm.. i am super duber happy today!
which is the opposite of yesterday ! l0ls!
okkay.. today had pe in the morning!
had kangroo jump programme.. i dunno how to spell :S
then is wearing the kangroo de shoes...
lyke roller-blade lyke dat de... hahax.
remind me of smth.. so funny and enjoyable XD
then i can balance and adapt fast . but some still
need time.. haiiyo... just relax and slowly walk can le XD
then jogged around with the coach...
we even played captain ball....
wahh.. so malu luhs..i accidentally hit the ball on
the coach! sorry! =X
den . was math lesson....
boring as usual... hahax....
then recess time luhs!
went to eat burger with eunice tinghui plus jolyn didnt eat
then blahblah....blahblah....
chinese lesson.. it was bored too .. bt i tried my best not to
sleep luhs... so i ren ren ren... and paid attention..
then qianda de sebastian kachiau-ing ppl .. o.O
after that was history lesson.
mdm geetha told us the exam format...
i was lyke huh!?!?!?!
oh my tian! i have to memorise so many things!
fainting le XD
after that was home economic lesson!
cooking for the day(:
had a fun time cooking(:(:
then packed up and left :D
hence, &N family came to my hse . including myself XD
we did some hmk and used the com.....
i am bored after they left .. sian!
then was trying to fing ppl online to play aud with me ..
but they didnt online instead ):
so hmm... hope its nt a boring day ahead !
countdown to first EOY paper ): (3 days)

2007-09-17T17:45:00.000-07:00

hellos..
back posting)=
okkay.. i am kinda of having moodswing..
i dun mind if you are saying that i have moodswing..
but i actually fine... just...just.. sorted out my thinking.
and i am okkay le.... dun worry about me(=
thanks to eunice... talking craps at the mac lab...
making me laugh non-stop :D
nd not forgetting jolyn,tinghui,wenyi plus qianyu ^^
they too .. tried to cheer me up (=
but i wasn't still in a good mood D:
just.. feeling a sense of loneliness...
i just need some peace..quiet-ness...
i should be alright...
but seem that when i am unhappy, i tend to pay attention
more in class.. so i decided to have moodswing everyday XP
i was just joking ^^
dun have to be so crazy de .. just let nature take its course ..
everything will be fine soon...
i will forget everything soon...

2007-09-14T23:08:00.000-07:00

i am back :D
i am done wit the eighter's blog (:
then shall blog my owN blog(:
okkay.. nth much to update..
just abit of nonsense..
my com de msn was down ytd
and i was lyke wad the ......................
damm sickening lor....
hard to even see ppl chatting wit me de.
its like so ma fan lorr....
foget it . say it make my blood boils.
been trying to concentrate bt still cannt
just being distracted... argh...
unable to study well and score well D:
sonow i have to chiong le !
no matter how hard i have to study (:
just that all, update other day :D

2007-09-09T03:51:00.000-07:00

hello. back posting
i am lyke so guai today ?
i nvr went out, staying at home is like hell ?
also nth to do de.
except chatting online, playing audition,
watching some videos from youtube,
eating , eating, watch tv.......
nth else i can do ....................................
all thanks to eveline for talking to me on msn :D:D
as no one actually chatted with me on msn...
bt got eunice,chengying and a few more ...
could nt rmb.... lol ...
pardon for nt replying as i doing my art hmk ..so.....
lol ... nth much to update though...
waiting for the pictures to be upload!!!!
tat all , byebye

2007-09-07T03:30:00.000-07:00

back posting (:
i find that
tolerating something is really hard,
tolerating my craps,
listening to my nonsense,
you can actually tolerate it ?
i really cant believe it
coz even myself, i cant tolerate it
i can't stop myself from talking crap,nonsense
maybe that the only way out which we can
talk and laugh ?
you dun mind stuffs which i mind ,
i find it extremely to accept it ,
but you make me realise something.
it will not be true bahrr.
i dun know how ,
but i can only take one step and walk ahead .
hope everything will come to a end .

2007-09-06T03:17:00.000-07:00

will update more when i have more pictures:D:D

2007-09-06T02:58:00.000-07:00

okokok... i am back :D:D
wed(5/9)
went to coffee bean to meet up wit wenyi and kaiting(:

went there to study...
precisely becos zhiyang was there . that why i went :D:D
when i reached there. .wenyi told me where he sat.
i turned and saw... oh my gosh! i was like . huh? yeah? WOW!
lol !!!!!!!! damn shuai lor and cute .. as in dunno hw to say
unable to capture any pictures ):
wenyi dun let me go hme ):):
siian! then stay until 7 bahr.. lol ..so cool lorr!

the cake was eaten by me and kaiting

thurs(6/9)
went to sch today ..
sian! math lesson!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
after that went to coffee bean to study
went there wit & N family plus weixuan chengying and weishan
so fun there (:
took many pictures(:(:

then zhiyang was there too :D:D:D
super duber happy :D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D
then we cant take it then we keep on taking fotos .
his fren told him then i tink he walked away bahr.. lol
but so happy to see him there again :D:D

2007-09-02T06:41:00.000-07:00

back from AGI(:(:(:
so tiring!
ok.. let me summary (:
woke up at 9.30am in the morning.
then on the com and played audition XD
then watched zhong ji yi jia (:
now watched until ep 8 le (:
then go had a bath and set off to see
eunice aka mm choco...
ate some @ mac. then set off to jurong to
meet the rest of dem....
everyone was late o.O think so bahrr . lol
then went to jurong sub centre
went to change into full uni .
waited and waited..... got mdm liping,mdm pei qi
sir tian le . and others cant rmb their names.. lol
then mdm liping asked to me checked the wad...
then i counted wrongly :P
then the bus come le (:
boarded the bus and listened to mp3 and smsed
was busy chatting wit eunice (:
then let jumped to the pat when marching starts(:
alot of ppl fainted and squatted down .
oh my tian ! so scary lorr!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
then i panicked.... some together fainted and squat..
how to help .. lol....
more and more ppl fainted .. damn damn scary de XD
then after that saw mr yong . my past chinese cher
he still can rmb me (: so happy XD
then waited for the bus .. got heavy traffic jam .. lol
then abt 8 reached the sub centre .
heading off to change and went to have dinner wit
eunice (: and found out that her neighbour was
actually my kidergarden fren.. lol
and quickly ran back home . coz i am scared o.O
lol . and quickly had a bath . and
used the com (:
that off .
signing off,
choonhui(:

2007-09-01T22:35:00.000-07:00

label: MOODSWING

damn angry now.
everyone is lyke so busy.
will it kill to just spare some of your time out?
will it matter?
i am sick and tired le.
i never felt that before.
can't we all just cooperate.
i am not trying to say that you all are so and so..
i just want you all to know its everyone's effort.
and by sparing some of your time out .
that would be enough.
i don'y lyke reply with is lyke i don't know.
wahh. so fast. i am not free . i later then tell you.
i just want . is either a YES or a NO
i don't mind if you straight away tell me NO.
i can understand. if you don't want to go .
also just tell me lahr. don't say don't know .
i understand some can't . they have their reasons
afterall they told me earlier.
and don't late minute say that you can't make it.
everything goes wrong would be my fault.
isn't what you expect ?
persuading others take alot of effort and i had tried it.
i just don't wanna care anymore.
if you all litter there, will seriously got me into trouble.
and i am afraid that.
everyone goes there for fun .
i don't want to spolit everything.
if you all are more responsibe , i would have no problem at all.
so now , what i am supposed to do ?
i doubt. i don't even know what i can do now.

2007-09-01T19:10:00.000-07:00

here to post some pictures i took ytd(:

after eating the satays

left wit the sticks lol!

stupid weishan blocked the way XD

it is weixuan . unfortunately dunno

why the pic became blur o.O

2007-09-01T17:10:00.000-07:00

back posting(:
i am much much more better than just now(:
all thanks to WEIXUAN,WEISHAN AND CHENGYING
thanks for accompanying me to buy all the stuffs..
had a fun day XD
they were very lame peeks. lol!
finally i had seen weixuan.. well she is chio :D
nice person .. just that we didnt talk much XD
but glad to have know her (:
thanks loads the three of you :P
still troubling everything T.T
short of fund T...............T
where i supposed to get the money ):
lucky eunice,tinghui,me,kaiting paid 13 dollars..
and everything was counted as just nice .
short of 20 dollars......... T..........................T
all of you just go lahrr..
already not enough. and not ethusiastic enough...
haiis...........................

2007-08-31T01:36:00.000-07:00

yo! i am back(:
keep updated!
thurs(30/8)
had eng for the first lesson
spelling test T.T
next,history lesson(:
i love HISTORY LESSONS XD
wen to comp lab to use comp(:
mdm geetha allow us! yeah!
then had ipw lesson...
presentation was quite good(:
and i got a lollipop (:
cool man!
then music.. sian...
recess...
blablabla...
science lesson was next!
bored! but not realy bored..
just my seat there super warm..
cant concentrate at all ..
even got ppl sleep O.o
math lesson...
do ws nia.. then sch end!
went K BOX!
with & Nfamily plus qianyu (:
so fun!we were all singing top of our voice!
but qianyu nvr sing .. (qian da)
went hme at 4 plus.. cant stay for too long..
left jolyn and eunice plus qianyu..
then back hme . to use comp..
and think think abt the bbq stuffs..
so mafan! i dun wan to go le!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

fri(31/8)
wen to sch
had aces day..then teacher day concert..
so fun and enjoyable !
then wanted to pass chers presents.. but the
staff rm so packed.. cant even go in lorr o.O
went hme.. and wait for the time to pass
to go pri sch....
when we reached pri sch... i realised
everyone had changed . even myself..
really cant believe wad i saw..
finally saw selena .. i was shocked!
miss her lots.. since last time she was my best fren(:
but it also include others too (:
not forgetting abt you all (:
MISS YOU ALL LOADS (:
and
i didnt hide from you . oh please .
i just cant control myself. i didnt wan to
hide or wad . i was just shocked . and
you just ran away . seem that i am the bad one
and i am trying to spolit everything.
i didnt mean it to happen too.
i didnt bother to say anything, is because i
dunno wad to say .

2007-08-29T18:54:00.000-07:00

back posting(:
should say finally update le(:
nth much to update.precisely i am lazy to update!
mon(27/8)
got sch :(
had art first lesson..then history lessons
did some questions fo chap 4..
and was abt to finish chap 4 le(:
woah..so fast..lol..
then had recess..
blablabla...
science lesson.. was bored..cos i totally no mood to study!
my seat there..woah..i cant stand it..
ms low dun wan to change my seat!!!!
then there so disturbing..unable to concentrate...
had eng.. got functional writing test..
then i need to do the oral presentation.. so malu lor..
but just quickly read finish it .then get done wit it (:
ve was converted to assembly..
quite fun lahrr..the talk abt communication..
wahs.. need say 'i love you' to our parent O.o
then our communication better! lol!

tues(28/8)
had pe first thing in the morning...
raining..so did nth.. also talk talk..
me,tinghui talked to qianyu.. lol
we there suan-ing her abit...so fun(:
then had maths..so sian luhhs..
then recess..blablabla
mt(: got test.. i do until halfway headache.. cant do
sia.lying on the table then quickly write..
lucky finished on time(:
got he lesson(: cooking time! did sardine rolls
taste horrible! lol! still okay lahrr.. i just tink it
taste weird.. lol..
then went to kaiting hse(: hope to have a piano at hme too!
begins to love playing on the piano XD

wed(29/8)
had the homeroom period .so sian.. my row there all
changed seat..only i nvr change.. ms low lorr..
still dun wan change my seat T.T
hate her! lol!
had chinese then. the teacher told things abt china(:
quite nice(: wan to go there too(:
english...got vocabulary test.. horrible man!
dunno how to do! so hard.. all wrong bahrr. i tiink..
then recess..blablabla..
got arts..teacher show us our marks..
so low siia.. 75/100.. just nice A1! lol!
but i hope to get 80 plus.. lol..
then maths. ms low not in class! yeah!
we got ws to do.. but okay lahrr. i know how..
then that all for the day(:

will update more(:
signing off
choonhui(:

2007-08-29T04:08:00.000-07:00

took it from eunice aka the mm choco (:
hope you dun mind XD

HOW OLD DO U ACT?
Put an X in the ones you do, then addit up and thats your age!

[ ] I know how to cook toast
[x] I can do my own laundry.
[x] I can cook for myself.
[ ] I actually enjoy intellectual conversations.
Total So Far: 2

[x] I show up for school MOST of the time unless I'm sick.
[ ] I always carry a pen in mypocket/purse
[x] I've never gotten a detention.
[ ] I've watched talk shows.
[ ] I drink coffee at least once aweek.
Total So Far: 2

[x] I know how to run the dish washer and/or do the dishes.
[ ]I can count to 5 in either Spanish//French /German/Italian/etc.
[x] When I say I'm going to do something I do it.
[ ] I can mow the lawn.
[ ] I remember to water my plants.
[x] I study when I HAVE to.
[x] I pay attention at school.
[ ] I remember to feed my pets
Total So Far: 4

[x] I can spell experience without looking it up.
[ ] The first thing I do when i get home is eat.
[ ] I can go to the store without getting something I don't need.
[x] I understand jokes the first time they are said.
[ ] I can type fast
Total So Far: 2

[x] I have realized that the weather forecast changes every hour.
[x] I realize that no one will take you seriously unless you are over the age of 25 and have a job.
[x] I can read a book and actually finish it.
Total So Far: 3

[ ] I knew that the alphabet and twinkle twinkle little star have the same rythym
[ ] You just checked
[ ] I noticed rhythm is spelled wrong.
[ ] you actually watch the weather
Total So Far: 0

i'm 13 years old XD

2007-08-16T04:21:00.000-07:00

labels: happy mood(:
finished all my common test le(:
horray! no more exams currently.
worrying getting back the results only.
i am afraid that i would fail badly >.<
but that ok. i know i would fail anyways.
today was thursday(: early dismissal from sch
cool! able to come back home early and use the com(:
brother was out on a trip with his frens, not be home for a few days >.<
i am scared!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
everyday at home is a fear for me. despite countless of reminders to
myself.. i am still afraid......................................................................
but not to think too much . that is the best way out ...
ok then . good news!
JOANNE IS MY MEI NOW(:
love her loads.. and will get to see her soon .
when teachers' day coming up... yyeah..
went mac to have lunch today with nabilah and wenjie
they went off first . they have to get home early...
then went home le.... switch on the com...
audition-ing is my favourite pastime(:
and thought of blogging now(:
a few days nvr post le):

2007-08-11T16:15:00.000-07:00

hello(: back posting
had lots lots of fun ytd..
feeling of fallings...
but i didnt fall.. lol..
thanks to so and so...
i shall not elaborate more..
just a nice and cooling day
for me. as the weather is
very windy...
enjoying the scenery there
made me feel so happy..
even though it rain abit.
but that okay... i enjoy
raining days too(:

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2007-08-08T04:42:00.000-07:00

update time ;D
tuesday(7/8)
had normal lessons
as usual.... bored luhs..
had a lesson with ms low
to ask her maths...
with my classmates..
lazy to type out the names..
then had to wait for people..
super slow sia !
no patience to wait..
a while so long ! lol...
then went westmall then..
couldnt bought everything
that we want...
went home to put all stuffs
first. then head off to
other places...
i was like damn tired luhs..
then eyes were closing soon..
its already 6 plus to 7pm ..
i was like oh my gosh..
and fine then.. took cab home.
didnt know it was peak hr.
and pay $2 extra.. lol ..
sat in the cab talking to the
driver.. othewise i would really
fall asleep luhs..
reached home at 7.30 sharp..
had a bath, dinner . and
its 8.15 le.. the time passed
super fast sia...
then i really cant take it
anymore.. eyes closing down.
but ren ren ren !!!!!!!!!
played com.... and iron my
sjab shirt for wearing tml..
so ma fan luhs.. then was
talking ... blahblah...blahblah.
when i was talking my bro was
like a parrot luhs...
answering my questions for my
fren .. lol.. super funny he said
in the way that i was laughing
like mad .. and wad is wrong with
hotdogs? aniwea i dun really like
hotdogs luhs .. lol ... its not funny..
and heading off to sleep !! ;D
doze...doze.......doze............
had to wake up early the next day):

wed(8/8)
today was the sport day plus
national day celebration..
we have duty to do... sian luhs..
then it was a sunny day..
will get sunburn...
then so many people there..
crowding around... see le also
faint.. not enough fresh air.. lols..
we kept on walking and sitting..
and the weather was disaster..
made me sweaty and everyone too..
then we swoop shifts.. but me and
jiayi dun wan to swoop .. we watch
people run luhs.. lol.. much nicer..
then nvr eat anything since last night..
then having gastric pain.. super.....
then ms sim allow me to eat ..
but i dun wan.. hehex...
and finally the whole event ended...
yeah! heading off to JE...
wanted to watch the jay chou show..
but didnt watch in the end..
as the tickets were sold out luhs.. o.O
wanted to go Kbox.. But didnt go
in the end too..
then wanted to go ic skating..
lol.. didnt went in the end. lols..
the girl ice-skating was super pro..
see her skating.. envy of her :P
so nice... how i wish i know
how to skating. hahax.
then went to take neoprints..
took 4 or 5 times.. cant rmb.. lols..
tinghui,wenyi,eunice, and me ;D
we were like soo tired then keep on
taking neoprints..
we were having great fun then.. ;D
super happy today (:(:(:
then cab home.......
we were thinking like the taxi driver
would like us lots as we keep on
taking cab here and there.. lol..
sent eunice home first. then we will
be back home in 5 min time :D
already 4 plus when i reached home
damn tired......
wanted to get some ice to make
water colder ... thinking of opening
the fridge made me think twice.
my fridge is too full ! =P
see luhs.. also can faint.....
taking into consideration..
i didnt open the fridge..
i dun wan any injury during
this period.. such an enjoyable
holiday.. lols......
yippee.. and off to pass
kaiting sumthing..
i was like walking so slow..
for 15 min.. sian luhs..
still very tired today ):
hope to get to sleep early
today and wake up late
the next day ;D
i am not going and
that is final . no use
changing my mind(:
shall stop here
signing off,
choonhui(:

2007-08-06T03:49:00.000-07:00

i m backkkk(:
had science common test today(:
its was hard!
ms toh still say its easy paper
i find it hard, i suppose alot of people
find it hard too):
gotta get a low marks even though
i fail ): then it will be hard for me to
pull up and get higher marks to get
into a better class next year..
sian lohrs...
a super enjoying event is coming up(:
yeah! but dunnoe why i cant
feel any excitement at all...
instead, i was thinking of i should
go or not, i really cant decide..
not much time left.. maybe shall
just stick with it and go for it..
really dunnoe wad i am thinking
all along.. i cant listen to my heart,
and i have no idea what to do
next, i am confused...
you all wont understand de lahrs.
say le.. also haix...
suddenly thought of illusion..
wad illusion actually meant ?
i dunno.. wad about reality?
are these harmful?
i wondered... wondered...
wad else do i need now?
i think its enough..
but i cant feel anything at
all .. which made me dying..
tired.. confused... out of breath..
i need a little concern from you..
that would be enough..

2007-08-01T05:44:00.000-07:00

yo!back to update(:
i just change my blog song again . lols
actually dun wan to change de
but i hear the person from the campus
-superstar sings then think quite nice
so decided to change it (:
and i didnt realised the song was sung
by jj lin jun jie! i was shocked .
the voice is totally different from
his original voice. the song is quite nice(:
here the lyrics of the song(:

大男人小女孩

不是我的错
我们都听过完美的时候
要更多找这时候说的太多
有时候的我真想和你一样沉默
不想当那罗罗嗦嗦
谁也灭不掉的火也许大男人真的很男人（没那么男人）
少了点风度还是不承认
有时候错的并不知道错了
不想借口只是直接一点说
有时候女孩没那么小孩
心里的无奈也需要点关怀
遗憾的都已变成勉强了
怎么能重新再来

2007-08-01T02:11:00.000-07:00

back posting(:
monday was fine..
had art in the morning..
aiyo.. lazy to type out !
today is wednesday!
didnt go to school today..
had cough, flu, and a
slight fever ytd night..
see the doctor then
took the medicine..
oh gosh!
i almost fell asleep trying
to do my hmk..
the medicine too strong
cos drowzness( dunnno
how to spell it)
went to sleep at 10pm
sharp(: but woke up at
11pm.. so warm in my room
decided to on the air-con
then ltr my brother help
to switch off at midnight.
as he was doing his project.
the morning..changed my
mind and decided to go to
school, but somehow i fell
asleep then . woke up at 9.30(:
super nice! had a nice sleep(:
then do nothing at home.
use the com...
and now posting(;
emilyn, yanshan came to my hse
to do history project..
and smth cannt mention(:
should be tat all bahs.. post the
next time(;
signing off...
choonhui(:

2007-07-29T06:06:00.000-07:00

lyrics for my blog song!(:
super nice song!

我讨厌阴天的风
冷得那么刺痛
只有你能够抚平所有的寂寞
昨天的风筝在角落
被谁丢到了路口
我很不想让你找到离开的理由
*每一夜闭上眼睛
我看到了恶梦
你微笑但是旁边的人不是我
天空切开一道裂缝
直接割到我心中
不想装作脆弱
也不想爱得懦弱
其实我非常爱你不想失去你
难道我没有权利说我不愿意
你给了他的吻
虽然只有余温
可知道我多渴望抓住你的心
我知道他很爱你你怕他伤心
我每天假装开心害怕你离去
* #可不可以任性
求求你不要去
藏在我心里最后一句
其实还爱你 #

2007-07-29T05:50:00.000-07:00

finally back posting(:
everything is done le(:
even homework too(:
damn happy(:
daily life is horrible!
hate it man!
just being so unlucky):
and i suddenly found out
that i hate liars tons!
hate that liars break
promises( can say not as
in really promise, like telling)
if you know its impossible
cant you just dun see
anything or dun even reply
and i will get the answer
waiting,waiting,waiting,
is what i always does,
but the answer always is
a negative,
there isnt any miracle,
bascially, nothing at all,
should i believe again?
i dunno. i'm confused.
dun force me,
i will go crazy,
even though,
deep in my heart,
i know what is actually
happening,
just that i choose not
to believe what i
have thought of .
i choose to believe you
once again.
ignoring at the broken
bit and there.
i seriously had enough
i am tired,
i am dying,
giving me a break is all i need.
i try to give up ,
but i just cant help it,
i really need PEACE
( dun ask me anything,
cos i wont tell , you all
will never understand)

2007-07-28T19:03:00.001-07:00

haix.. dunno wad wrong with my blog ?
cant see the post there !!
super hard to find out the problem ..
will update after everything is okay.

first post of the new blog :)

2007-07-28T05:24:00.000-07:00

finally done with my blog le :D
super happy :)
ok shall update ltr again :)